I have a huge backlog of games I need to get through on my xbox and PC.  I bought games that I thought I would play on my own when my ex was busy with law school, then I bought games that we would enjoy playing together.

Now I have all these games I started with her and now it pains me to think of playing them on my own.    I dunno if I’ll ever beat Fallout 3 and the 4 DLcs I purchased for it, Batman, or Gears of War 2.  Deadspace will probably sit in the shrink wrap because I’m a wimp for horror stuff and she loved that genre.   She said she loved watching me play xbox, but now I guess the xbox was what helped contribute to her perception that our relationship was boring at the end? Though I don’t think I turned in on much during the last few weeks.   Maybe the fact that she said she liked xbox made me way too comfy in our relationship.  Always gotta be on your toes I suppose.  Sigh never ever will I turn that xbox again if/when I date again.  So yeah fellow nerds never ever ever play video games in front of them.  No matter how much they claim to like it.  They might be entertained briefly, but they’ll get bored of it quick.

I turned on the xbox last night after 2 weeks since this turbulent event started in my life.  I tried to play to keep my mind occupied, but I couldn’t keep focus.  It was easier to lose myself into a TV show and then just pass out.  At least I’m not turning to the bottle this week like I did all of last week.

Blah I’m depressing.