I have a huge backlog of games I need to get through on my xbox and PC.  I bought games that I thought I would play on my own when my ex was busy with law school, then I bought games that we would enjoy playing together.

Now I have all these games I started with her and now it pains me to think of playing them on my own.    I dunno if I’ll ever beat Fallout 3 and the 4 DLcs I purchased for it, Batman, or Gears of War 2.  Deadspace will probably sit in the shrink wrap because I’m a wimp for horror stuff and she loved that genre.   She said she loved watching me play xbox, but now I guess the xbox was what helped contribute to her perception that our relationship was boring at the end? Though I don’t think I turned in on much during the last few weeks.   Maybe the fact that she said she liked xbox made me way too comfy in our relationship.  Always gotta be on your toes I suppose.  Sigh never ever will I turn that xbox again if/when I date again.  So yeah fellow nerds never ever ever play video games in front of them.  No matter how much they claim to like it.  They might be entertained briefly, but they’ll get bored of it quick.

I turned on the xbox last night after 2 weeks since this turbulent event started in my life.  I tried to play to keep my mind occupied, but I couldn’t keep focus.  It was easier to lose myself into a TV show and then just pass out.  At least I’m not turning to the bottle this week like I did all of last week.

Blah I’m depressing.

funny how you think you met the one, enjoy 2 years and you get blind sided with a break up.  lesson learned never to take things for granted and never to get too comfy. never date anyone with plans to go to grad school, and never expect long term with someone in their early 20s.

looking through pictures and delisting them from facebook is a terrible thing to go through.

sigh i should have just taken today off and slept.

on the other hand i was able to watch 3 hrs of The Curious Case of Benjamin Button and that distracted me a bit.  Funny how Benjamin try’s to woo a 23 year old cate Blanchett while he was 29.  yeah that didn’t work out too well as well.  still the movie was really good and i sat through all 3 hours of it.